lately i cant get over how unmotivated i am as an individual. i havent done anything truly productive to my standards in what feels like months. there’s just no drive in me, i hate it. instead i resort to *trying* to be social with my friends but I’m always left with a feeling of emptiness and my friends and I usually don’t do much. I just can’t tell if I’m an incredibly boring individual, if I’m in a rut, or if this is just what real life is. I just feel like a waste of space.